Monday, July 24, 2006 - 5:15 PM
so how long have i been gone?
too long for me to remember.
and so what did i do during this period of absence?
a lot. too many for me to remember.
i am feeling a little bit of death in me. i feel dead. and it is all because of the myriads of stuff that i have to do.
AA already accepted this year's apprentices, and ofcourse there will always be the showcase of talents. i have been doing illegal stuff, like helping the apprentices with their showcase, but heck. the batch before me did this to us also. and besides, i like this new batch.
for the past few weeks (weeks palang ba?) i have been riding on an emotional roller coaster. love and life and the heck of living. i am in the stage of uncertanty (again?). every blur that i pass by made an impact on who i am. now i don't know where i stand. and no matter how much of the anti-nausea pills that i take, i can't help but to vommit.
i will be leaving taytay very soon. i'll take a room near beda. i am tired of going home..
anyways, till here then. my mind isn't working that well. maybe i'll reblog tomorrow.