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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 - 6:43 PM
i have realized some things over the month.
realization #1
i have realized that people think i am short. well, not REALLY short, but shorter that what i really am.
they say that i look kinda small in my pictures. hmm.. that explains the surprised looks on people i meet. haha.
truth is, i am tall. i stand 5 feet, 11 inches. ask my friends.
realization #2
i love anime.
yeah. i really do. i have been watching the morning animes on GMA and QTV and i am totally hooked. specially with One Piece and D.N.Angel. i have even bought the game console of One Piece for the playstaion.
realization #3
i am getting old.
proof that i am getting old is that my cousins, who were so small when i last checked them, are now in their sixth grade. i have been hanging out with them this summer (i had no choice), and watching them play brings me memories of my childhood. when i was in their place, playing with sand, throwing aratilis fruits at anyone in sight. then it hit me.
only old people get memories of their childhood.
realization #4
love stuff realizations.
guy: truth is.. we hide because we want to be found... we walk away to see who follows. we cry to see who wipes away the tears.. and we let our hearts broken to see who comes and fixes them..
me: yeah.. in some cases. kasi after that happens, you will know what to do next.
guy: can't answer that.
me: nakakatakot di ba? the idea you've given me kanina. nakakatakot yung time in between the time you hide and the time you find out who comes after you... yung time na you walk away and the time someone comes after you.. yung time na umiyak ka and the time someone wipes away your tears. yung mga in betweens na yun ang nakakatakot.. what if walang naghanap sayo? what if walang humabol? walang magpatahan sa pag-iyak mo?
guy: ...
me: ...
people often ask me about my lurvlife. well, i always tell them that i have zero. why do i have zero lovelife? i don't know. haha. honestly.
maybe it is because i am scared to commit. hmm.. yeah. someone just told me over yahoo that they smell fear of commitment in me. and maybe they're right. maybe i am scared. maybe i am scared because i don't know if i could still manage to do that, you know, commit.
tsk. the problem with love is you can't really understand it.
commit. hmm.. i will commit, just make me.
ehjiboi got weird at 6:43 PM
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