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Saturday, January 28, 2006 - 10:43 PM
pogi mo ngayon ah..
there i was.. sitting on the table with the rest of my AA friends as we eat our way through the buffet. names were being called. i check on my phone as the people come up on stage to light up one of the candles. still no message from him.
i wasn't really paying much attention to what they were saying.. i couldn't concentrate.. where is he? it's already 10pm and he hasn't replied to any of my mesages.
'for the next candle, i would like to call the rest of the AA freshmen..'
mingu's voice returned me to sense. i stood up and took a candle. we gave our messages and went back to our table: still no reply.
i was losing the idea that he would come.. along with the idea that this night would be fun..
the last candle. it was the end of the debut party of my friend Mingu. i knew i had to be happy for her.. but i was still thinking of him. why hasn't he even texted me???
we went out. i was planning on drowning myself with beer (and perhaps some shots of tequila) at Mingu's 'party-hard' portion of the night, when i saw him outside, with the other AA people.
haha.. nakaka-praning nga pag mahal mo ung tao. turns out he didn't have load and so did everybody else around him at the rehearsals. he told me that they would be finished by 10pm, so i was expecting him to text me up. hay.. buhay nga naman oh..
anyway, we had to spend time together at mingu's. we drank.. well, i had more drinks.
-oh, and my AA superior all know about us. aargh.. i was afraid of this before. i knew i would be put on the spotlight. but heck, even though some of them would rather tend to be lax about the concept of US being together.. i didn't care anymore. all i know is that i love him.
he also introduced me to his friends and his classmates. ugh.. his friends look at me as if i was a seven-year old kid. haha.. i know they're just kidding.. but still.. i feel like i am being asked a very hard question by a professor whenever i am with them.. especially Dymes.. Adrian, did i get the spelling right? baka pagalitan na naman ako nun eh. ΓΌ-
anyway, back to mingu's debut. we woke up at around 12:30pm today. we were in idle mode at first, but were shocked when gina alajar looked in our room. apparantly, there was going to be a shoot at mingu's house for GMA. hehe..
oh, and a funny thing is that a man thought i was one of the talents for their show. as much as i wanted to say yes, i had to say no. :)
arrived at around 8pm at our house.
sigh.. i think i am no longer used to not being around him..
ehjiboi got weird at 10:43 PM
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