Monday, September 26, 2005 - 11:41 PM
i cannot sleep...
how could this be... why must i cry whenever i find 'happiness'. am i not fit to be happy? why is life so unfair... i yearn to hold his hands and never let them go. but fate wouldn't let me.
i cry yet again... breaking my oath that i would never shed another tear... i couldn't help it..
my lips search for his kiss... my heart shouts in despair... it shouts in pain... i am afraid my heart couldn't keep on getting bruised... scars have already filled its surface... it bleeds...
when will i be truly happy?
tell me...