Friday, July 22, 2005 - 10:06 PM
haay..
at long last, the Artistang Artlets Apprentice showcase i finally over. goodbye to the late nights of rehearseals and tiresome days of.. rehearsals. well, at least for now, that is.
ugghh.. some people ask me why i put myself into so much work, knowing that i still am not a member of AA but 'just a mere apprentice'. well, this is my answer: i do this because i want to. i want to prove that i could get over the snide comments and the violent reactions. hehe.. wait lng. parang speech na tong gnagawa ko eh.
anyways, i'm happy about my group in AA. sobrang close na nmin with each other.. TAMBULI, wlang limutan oki? wlang mag qu-quit! patay sakin mag-quit!!
hehe..
anyways, pmunta me a data access para sa poster nmin.. then i find myself reminiscing the day when the POT was still in circulation.. kilalala pa me nung guard dun. tapos i went to chowking, yung intayan nmin nun before we go to work.. haayy.. i miss my friends..
seeing pictures of the past makes me feel nostalgic.. pictures of my highschool friends, the things that we do together, pictures of me before.. and the picture of my passed love.. sheesh.. pathetic na ba ulit?
i feel sad, i want to turn back time and relive the past. but i know it's impossible.. i don't want to feel sad.. i wanted to erase the pictures, so that i might finally forget.. but i didn't want to.. i didn't want to forget that once i had a peron that i see myself with in the future.. once..
i must leave you because i cannot live without you..
yes, this line again haunts me.. it i true, at least for me..
i will not forget. my friends and my love. i won't..