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Sunday, January 09, 2005 - 6:28 AM
barely there
turnin' seventeen tomorrow...*yikes*. gettin old na...
my father gave me my gift knina, kasi meron daw cya pasok bukas... haaaayyy... there goes another birthday w/o him. anyways, he gave me a cellphone('bout time too :p ).
watched mel&joey kanina, and there was this one person na he said he joined this singing contest hoping that his mother, who left him when he was just in the 4th grade, would see him again... i kinda can relate to this guy, having a mother who left me when i was just 10, but i don't want to see her again...
yes, that's right, i don't want to see her again. my life was just as chaotic nman with her, if possible it seemed better w/o her...
she had bad habits, really bad habits...
you might think that im being to harsh, ungrateful even. pero when i think bout the things she'd done to us...brings back the feeling of hurt, thay everything's all messed up...
i don't know if she remembers my birthday... i don't even have an idea how she is...
but i don't care...anymore...
happy birthday to me.
ehjiboi got weird at 6:28 AM
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