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Saturday, December 18, 2004 - 1:45 PM

afraid...

fear for learning... sounds ridiculuos right? i don't even know if there's such a thing... but there are instances that i suffer from this impalpable disease...like now...

i've crept into someone's den wanting to know more... but i came out with too much... i can't handle it..i feel my insides churning...

i've wondered into her dreams... and i saw all.. even her nightmares..

it doesn't mean that i didn't like what i saw...i just didn't think she'd have them.. i don't know what to do..maybe im just takin things too deep.. i don't know..

what's wrong? nothing's wrong...i'm just afraid that if i found out even more, i would change...

i don't want to change...

i don't want to feel any change...towards her... i don't want to see anything else... i'm happy with what i see now...

i'm not ready... i'm just not...

ehjiboi got weird at 1:45 PM

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