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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 - 12:05 AM
two days have passed since i have last heard his voice..
i do not know... it feels more than two days...
today, i wore his shirt during my first acting exposure outside of the university... at least his shirt will be with me...at least i could feel some of his essence...
at least his shirt would be with me...
now, istill am wearing his shirt...wishing he is with me...o would give almost everything for us to be able to talk.. for us to be able to see each other.. even if it means it would be our last...
i am now in a state of nothingness... floating at a sea of vague ideas... of lucid memories... i hear sounds that resonate the past... the past that i so long to be in again.. the past where he belonged to me...
i wear his shirt and it seems that all the memories came rushing by... pictures of the yeterday we had.. will we ever have another 'yesterday'? or will we have a future to look forward to?
i will find the answers. i will not stand here, waiting for fate to do his work. fate has done wrong on me, and it's time for payback.
ehjiboi got weird at 12:05 AM
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