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Tuesday, February 08, 2005 - 1:27 AM
recurring nightmares
i still see them..
now clearer than before...
they're all coming back...
all my bad dreams are coming back now, now when all i can feel is emptiness and heartaches... i can't handle them anymore...i don't want to see her , she'll make everything else so complicated. why now? you didn't seem to care for the past 8 years! now you come and pretend that nothing's ever wrong, that you didn't ruin our lives, that every single bruise that you've sculpted in my life really didn't exist!
i'm not dumb, i'm not a kid anymore! i won't be lured into your trap again... i don't like it there, it's dark and cold. when you left us i was all sad and lost and i thought i would never ever be happy again... but as i look back, i see that you made all of our lives like living hells! i can smile now, i have my friends...
you're not important anymore...
who are you anyway?
your just my mother...just another nightmare...
ehjiboi got weird at 1:27 AM
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